Kamis, 21 April 2016

Let Me Be Your Legs


          The sun looks dark even it’s shunning bright, she like lost her mind after what have been happened at school, take a deep breath again and again, just followed the pavement like she doesn’t know, where it is lead her. “ohhhh, sorry” she said, and still bow his head. “Never mine, I’m fine”, without looking at him, she is walking again. “What the hell! She is nuts?”.
          She throws herself in bed, “aakhhh” scream, “Why?? Why?? Why it always happen. In her mind there are a lot of thinking’s which she wants to burn, but she can’t, it looks stuck in her mine. “Knock… knock….knock” “just come in Sonya I’m not lock the door” “Mm what’s going on my puppy, why you called me to come?” approach and give her hug, “everything just like in hell because of him” “what do you mean?” “He offend me again”, “Edward?? Yours classmate?” nodding “what again? Just pretend not to care of him Sophia?” “How is possible? Every day, every hour at school, he always insulting me with his words” “ohhh come on honey just forget it, you are special in your way, just be yourself like you did during this time and forget it” “yeahh I knew it, but he is different, the word from his mouth like a sword and the way he treats me akhh damn it!” “I know who you are Sophia, you are not person who easy to mad because of something like that” “Yeahh you right, thanks my best friend, your words calm me, if we in same school right now, I thought that you’ll be my remedy” tight hug, “okay okay but I’m still love with man Sophia remember it okay?” “hahaha what’s your talking about”. They laughed together in the small room with warmth in it.
          The sunlight appears slowly, sky blue has suddenly seen. Sophia is already goes to school; all her feelings are mixed, because of Edward. Commonly, she walks until bus stop. Put her shoes and plug an earphones, she is already wait the bus. Arrived at bus stop she stands in the corner of it, all of sudden someone approach “hi..?” “…..” blank “you don’t remember me?” “Do I know you?” “Of course I’m the man who got hit by your shoulder yesterday” “aahh are you sure? Because I didn’t remember it” “okay just forget it”. The situation change quiet and awkward, Sophia try to remember it and “I’m sorry… if I’m hit you by my shoulder, you should know that I’m not did that with mention, pure accidentally okay” “haha never mind”.  “What the hell about what he said!! ahhhh when the bus come” said Sophia in her heart. Suddenly “I just thought that you weren’t feeling well at that time” “hehehe your guess is right, oh that is the bus” change the topic “I think we in the same way right?” “Yes you right?” both of them are got on the bus.
          In the bus, they are sitting side by side, Sophia is very shame, the feeling that she has is more complicated. “My name is Edward” without hesitation, “what!?” “Oo Why? There is a problem with that?” “No.. No.. just.. ahh forget it, my name is Sophia are really sorry if I did a something wrong with you” “hey calm down, I’m fine I just  introduce myself hehe” “ohh yes haha”. They look like a friends who already know each other now, all along the road they have a good conversation. “ohhh I’m almost arrived at my school” stand up from her sit, “ohhh I’m your neighbored school?” “Really, I hope we can meet again Edward?” “Yah sure Sophia” get off at the same bus stop, her acquaintance with Edward are very interesting, and make she forget about the other Edward.
          “hai guys good…” unexpectedly, the white-bored eraser fly onto her and hit her white uniform. “What the hell! Who did this?” look around “Me.. Why? Do you have problem?” said Edward and rise his hand “it’s still morning, and you already enrages me? What the fuck are you thinking boy?” “I just want to play around, so why?” put his hand in Sophia shoulder and leave.
          She tries to clean up her clothes with water in the bathroom, “ahhhhh” upset. She still can’t think about what have been happened, because when she knew Edward one year before, he is very kind, friendly, and easy going person. They were friends, until Sophia have a boyfriend and suddenly he is keep away from her and made a gap between them. “I know maybe he still upset because I’m not heard about his advice, to not to go with Steve, but it’s been a long time and I’m not regretting it anymore” said Sophia peevishly. Eight our in school like a whole life in hell, Edward always annoy Sophia, but she still can endure it until the bell school ring.
          The bus stop looks crowded by a student school who want to back to their house. Like usual Sophia waiting on there and someone approach her “Hi…” “Oh hi Edward” with smile “Like a destiny we can meet again?” “I don’t think so, our school is side by side Edward isn’t destiny haha” “but without God-hand are you sure we can meet again?” “Okay whatever you want” “LOL, by the way your house is quite far but why at that time you back on foot?” “I think it’s not your own business” “Ohh okey…” quiet for a while “I just had a terrible day yesterday” said Sophia slowly “I see, is there something happen?” “Why you’re so curios? haha” “I just……..” confused “I just want to be your friend?” Sophia only smile. In the bus they are sitting together again, on the way home they have a good conversation again.
***
          Time flies since she knows Edward everything going well, event he always besides Sophia, becomes her lean on, and comes sense love in Sophia heart. In the opposite Edward, Sophia’s classmate is more becomes cruel and freaking. “You wait me?” said Edward teased “No…” said Sophia “Are you sure? Why you’re face blushing” “Who say? No I’m not” “sure? That’s fine haha; almost forget to tell you, can you go out with me tonight?” “Why All of sudden?” “I just want to say something to you?” “Okay..” “I will take you from your home tonight” “I’ll be waiting” said Sophia; in her deep heart she is scream right now. The bus comes and they get on together.
          “Sonyaaaaaaaaa” On her call “What? Mmm why your voices sound good today?” “Are you sure? I just…. Edward takes me out with him tonight?” “What are you nut! You’re classmate Edward right?” “Hello… the other Edward remembers?” “ohh yes I remember it, I just shocked when you mention Edward, so you are going out with him tonight?” “Of course, I will! He said that want to say something with me” “ahhh no wonder that you seem happy” “hahaha okay I will hang-up the phone, see you then” “wish you luck my puppy, don’t forget to tell me everything after that, okay?” “Yes,, okay bye”.
          Sophia is already with her dress and make up on, like it is her first date, however she still doesn’t know is it kind of date or what. One hour ago, finally Edward arrived he doesn’t look to be happy to meet a girl. “You ready?” “Yes I am” “okay..”. They prefer to walk, although both of them from a fairly wealthy family. They have the same view that the world is getting dirty and there are many other similarities between Sophia and Edward. After several hours they arrive at the restaurant which already book by Edward, they are sitting face to face and directly choose the menu, they enjoy the food and theirs conversation, but in the middle of conversation, suddenly Edward show a picture it looks old but still clear “I wanna tell you something and show you something” “what’s that?” curios, “you can look at from this picture” “This is me right when I’m little where you got this?, and who is the boy beside me?” “He was me; you can turn the picture and read what the letter wrote on it”. She turns it and read.
Alivaro Pevensie
&
Avoline Pevensie
14 February 1996
“Can you tell me the situation?” what the hell it is” “You and me are siblings, we were adopted separately, I knew it from my parents, and before I know you, for a long time I looking for my twins and the way leads to you?” “How can you know it?” the tears slowly rolling down and Sophia can hold it. “I got the address of our orphanage and I ask the owner and gave me everything information about you and your parents” want to hold her hand but she refuse it “I can’t believe it, just give me a time to think about it and I wanna go home now” she stand up “wait you don’t want to hear about our parents?” hold her arm “as if I care!”. Sophia leaves Edward people who mess up her feeling.  Arrived at home Sophia told everything she heard and her parents confess it, she cries all day long whit Sonya beside her. However, after a few days Sophia accept her condition and call Edward his brother although it hurts her inside.
***
          Sophia school will be held an annual anniversary for celebrating her school birthday and becomes one of the members in division event. Unfortunately, the leader is Edward her enemies. The reason why Sophia join this event because she wants to enjoy her life again, after the last storm success ruined her into pieces, but now she felt  made a wrong choice to join with the committee. For the first time, there is no problem with Edward, but after several days all of the things which handle by Sophia are always fault in his eye, until Sophia frustrated. Nearly anniversary day, both of them are checked the installation stage, “Why you so late?” ask Edward with high tone “Sorry, I miss the bus who came earlier, so I had to wait for the next bus” panting “Follow me…” “Okay…”. She feels pity at that time, so she really tried her best to help Edward, but suddenly “you are not helpful at all” rude “Sorry? What do you mean? I tried my best to help you but you’re not say thanks! He-eh! Who do you think you are? Why you always insulting me; disturb me, I just endured it for a long time but I can’t do that anymore, this time I wanna ask you what is our problem? Oh about Steve, sorry if I didn’t hear your advice at that time” “Have you done it? My ears ache because of you!” and walk away “you bastard! I’m not finish yet, why you not answer me?!” but when Edward walk, unexpectedly one of buffer stage fall and almost befall at him, but someone push him away, all of handyman shocked, and at that time Edward see a girl fainting due to fallout by buffer stage, and everything becomes crowded.
***
          She open her eyes, she looks her parents cry, her brother and Sonya her friend. She tried to stand up but she can feel her legs. Sophia start calling her mom “Mom.. Mom what happen with me? I can feel my two hands but my legs why mom?!” she starting cries, she feel that live isn’t fair why all of this happen to her, her tears like damp all of the room, she only can cry right now. However, there is someone who cries too behind the door, he doesn’t have bravery to stand beside her. Impact on fallout by the buffer stage is paralyzed, because it directly fell and hit Sophia backbone, luckily it wasn’t hit spinal cord (neural pathways) because it can be a permanent paralyzed.
          After took a few days in hospital, Sophia can back to her home and go to school again, but she must use wheelchairs, because she still in her therapy. Now, she is escorted by her father when to school. All of her friends in school are help her every day, but someday she is too early, when she goes to class there is only Edward who standing likes waiting her. After that accident both of them are rarely meet and talking each other. “It’s my fault” said Edward suddenly “it’s not your fault it’s an accident” calm “but…” tears drop “I’m fine can you see it? I still have friends, family, brothers and I can still walk if I’m often join the therapy”, only crying-sob by Edward are listen in classroom, suddenly “you know that I like you before you met Steve but since we were friends” Sophia like pop-up his eyes “my behavior to you is just to shift my feeling” “are you kidding me right?” “No I’m not, that’s my true feeling, I don’t need your answer, but just let me be your legs, just let me always by your side” “if you just feel pity on me, I pretend not to hear it” “No I just want to you know, that I really love you, and after that accident I realize that I should confess it to you, because I don’t want to lose you anymore” and hold Sophia’s hand. And the situation turns into calm.
           Finally Edward is becomes Sophia’s legs, he is always beside her and always there whenever she needs. Sophia feel comfort and her spirit back to face her life because of him. Legs are can lead us to trough a good path or bad path is depend on their owner, but with Edward, Sophia felt that a good path always trough by them together and she found her happiness again.
           
-The End-

          

Kamis, 07 April 2016

Peek the Golden Sunrise in Land of Heaven

        Honestly, I have a lot of experience in trip or vacation, because I love traveling. However, now I will tell you the best one, because I still remember it in my mind. Okay...  The story begins when I was in grade 3, senior high school. At the time “Sikunir” was the best tourist location, and I really wanted to go there. The next day one of my auntie asked my young brother to go to sikunir with her, without told me before but I knew it because my brother prepared things in front of me to go there. Immediately, I asked my mother about this, and she told me to meet my auntie and I did what she told, because I wanted to go there and I hope my auntie wants to let me follow her, unfortunately it was not like my expectation, in the morning of the day I left by my auntie, I cried, yes I did, but my mother told me not to cried nevertheless my whole families went there except me, my sister and parents.
       Started from it, on the next week I told that story with my friends, and they wanted to go to sikunir too, I didn’t  expect it and I was excited to hear that, so, me and my friends decided to went there the day after we talked about it. However, my mother didn’t permit me, because there was no adult person among us but, I said to her that we would spend the night in homestay and the driver is my friend’s uncle, finally she let me went to sikunir with my friends. On the road, I was very amazed with the view, on the right and the left side i just saw beautiful scenery with fresh air, and a gorgeous vanilla twilight, everything like hypnotized me to say thanks to God who made a beautiful world like this.
       Arrived at the bellow of hill sikunir, there were many people, who offer their homestay with different price, and I thought at that time we got the middle price for one room with TV and one big bed, the room was wide more than my bedroom so, it was enough for me, my six friends and one driver. Spend the night in homestay with my friends was very memorable, because there were so many things happened at that time, and it made us closer for each other, laughed, chit-chat, played a card (but not with money), all of those things that i always remained.
       After we spent the night, at 3 a.m, we woke up and ready to climb the sikunir hill, because we didn’t want to miss the golden sunrise moment, and to reach the top of hill we should cross a wood by a small path who made by the citizen, for the first time I thought it would be hard, but when I did it with my friends it was not like that. With one flashlight which was brought by one of my friends, our laughed, our breathed, and our step were become once, combined with the cold of night and starry sky, even moon looked joules with our togetherness. Arrived at the top of hill we directly tried to find a good place to see the golden sunrise, when the light sun slowly appears between the clouds, sparkling orange was out like it has been fallen from the sky. White, orange and the blue colors become a fascinating view, because that a good combination and all looked very perfect, when I saw it too my heart felt warm, although the condition around me was cold. The sun above me, the light was not orange anymore, and the warm still left on me. At the time we still sitting in a row, took a picture and still admire the great creature from God, our mouth like couldn’t stop to say “wow”, so it wasn’t fault when people said that is the land of heaven, because when the golden sunlight appeared we could see the cloud or mist like near us, like I was in heaven which people have imagination.
       Sikunir is one of the best places that I ever visited, from that trip I could learn something about life that family maybe couldn’t be a friend but friends could be a family. I seriously thought about it, but I knew that world and nature couldn’t tell a lie and I found that when I was become a part of nature, like the wind whispered about it and the sunlight cleaned up my heart. You didn’t need to believe what you need just to understand, because what I wrote is real.